Month: July 2015

Wall of Broken Love

They held onto each other;
Her soul grasp his
Their kids bound to his legs.
With his sweet accent
He whispered, “I love you.”

She can feel their chain break
As they pulled him away.
She wiped her tears
As she looked up at the sign
“Deportation cell”
They will never be the same.

Elizarose Nicolas


Red Silk Murders episode 15

Detective Crews left the precinct and slammed the door to his car. He knew in his gut that Detective Rodriguez didn’t kill Claire. He looked at his reflection in the rearview mirror and could see the stress in the lines of his face. He looked at all his cases Tom Johnson, the Red Silk Murders, and now Claire’s Swiss. Even though he wasn’t appointed to Claire’s murder investigation, he wanted to take care of it himself. He needed to make sure it was done right and that the truth came out.


Jeremiah felt frustrated as he walked around Lynn’s apartment. He wondered if he should stay to see if she came home with the Commissioner. He had the yearning to find another redhead. He had decided to leave until he felt his pocket vibrate. He took out his phone and saw a message from Lynn.

Lynn: Stay low tonight… Everything’s being taken care of.


She already knew what she was going to do as she watched the Commissioner behind her in his car and wondered why he didn’t go home. She parked in front of her apartment complex and watched as he approached her with a smile.

Commissioner Logan: I figured I walk you to your door.

Dr. Lynn: (smiling) Sure. I hope he doesn’t think I’m going to fuck him.

She stood in the elevator and felt him staring at her.

Commissioner Logan: You really look lovely tonight.

Dr. Lynn: Thank you.

She reached her floor and quickly remembered kissing Jeremiah and being fondled. She felt her pussy moist. Commissioner Logan followed her to the door, and she slowly took out her keys.

Dr. Lynn: I really had a lovely night, thank you.

She opened the door and he kissed her entering her apartment. She pushed him back.

Commissioner Logan: I’m sorry…

Dr. Lynn: I don’t know what kind of woman you think I am!

Commissioner Logan: I’m sorry I had too much to drink.

Dr. Lynn: Go home, I will see you tomorrow.

She watched him think for a moment and wiped his face as if it was going to make him sober.

Commissioner Logan: Yes. Good night.

She closed the door and stood against it. She walked towards the dark living room and stood still aware of her surroundings.

Dr. Lynn: You’re still here?

She waited for a reply.

Jeremiah: I am.

Dr. Lynn: aww. You do care, how sweet.

Jeremiah: Get your sweet ass over here.

She walked to the couch and kicked off her shoes. It was still dark when she felt his hands around her waist. He kissed her neck and ripped the back of her red dress.

Dr. Lynn: (complaining) I loved this dress…

Jeremiah: (whispering) I’ll buy you a new one, tighter if you want.

He lowered her dress and pressed his lips against her skin. He bit the roundness of her ass and pulled at her thong with his teeth.

Jeremiah: Did you fuck him?

He could feel her startled by his question. He licked between the crack of her ass, she moaned, but she didn’t answer the question.

Dr. Lynn: Would you be mad if I did?

He knew she didn’t since she rejected him, but he wanted to hear her say it. He stuck his tongue in her pussy, and she softly moaned as she bent forward.

Dr. Lynn: (moaning) n-n-no…

He could feel the swelling of her clitoris on the tip of his tongue. He grabbed her thighs and could feel her muscles. His cock was hard, he couldn’t understand why she could get him as hard as he was. She stood up and turned on the lamp. She turned her head to the side and smiled and walked seductively to her room. She was already on her bed naked on all fours when he stood in the doorway. He removed his clothes which he hardly ever did. He approached the bed and she turned around. She began to suck his cock and the sensation made him look up to the ceiling. He held onto her head and she went deeper. He felt like cumming in her mouth, but he stopped her and lifted her to him. She wrapped her legs around his body, her breast against his chest, and her arms around his neck. She kissed him passionately. Her mouth had a hint of wine that went well with her lips. He laid down with her on the bed and she stared at him as he thrusted inside of her. She moaned and just stared into his eyes. He wasn’t sure what she was thinking, he never knew what she was thinking.

Dr. Lynn: If I had feelings, I would say I love you.

He stopped and wasn’t sure how to respond, but he understood.

Jeremiah: Me too. I know Adam would’ve loved you.

She made a face he’s never seen her make.

Dr. Lynn: I’m not too fond of Adam.

Jeremiah: Well I don’t know how long I’m going to be here.

Dr. Lynn: Well then shut up and fuck me…

He kissed her and he kissed her like he meant it.

*Phone vibrating*

Jeremiah opened his eyes, the sun was shining through her bedroom window. Lynn’s cell phone shook on the wooden night table. She opened her eyes and picked up the phone to look at the screen.

Jeremiah: Boyfriend?

Dr. Lynn: (chuckling) Awww, Jealous?

She pressed the screen and a message appeared from Commissioner Logan.

Commissioner Logan: I’m sorry about last night. I can have you meet with Detective Rodriguez at 12:00 p.m. privately. Can you make it?

Dr. Lynn: It’s the Commissioner.

He didn’t say a word, as she got up and walked into the bathroom. He could hear the showerhead come on. She had left the door ajar and he wondered if she did it on purpose. He stood at the doorway and watched her through the transparent shower curtain.

Dr. Lynn: Don’t kill anyone until I tell you.

He stood silent and just watched as she soaped her body. She looked at him and smiled.

Jeremiah: What is it?

Dr. Lynn: I don’t understand why you’re still standing there…


She drove to the precinct and realized she was smiling as she looked into her rearview mirror. She found it unusual. The Commissioner was standing outside smoking when he noticed her pull in. He approached her car window.

Commissioner Logan: He’s ready.

She smiled but knew it was fake. She followed him to the back of the precinct to a door that had no one standing in front of it. The Commissioner opened the door and let her in. She walked in and stared at Detective Rodriguez.

Dr. Lynn: Good Afternoon Detective, I am Dr. Weeks I am going to be evaluating you. Is that alright?

Detective Rodriguez: You a shrink?

Dr. Lynn: Yes I am. I’m a friend of Logan. I’m here to help.

He nodded his head.

Dr. Lynn: uncuff him.

The Commissioner took off the handcuffs and left it hanging on the chair.

Dr. Lynn: Could you wait outside, please?

The Commissioner nodded and mouthed a thank you to her.

Dr. Lynn: I want you to sit back and relax. We’re going to try something new so I need you to play close attention.

He nodded. She could tell he hadn’t slept since his arrest. She removed a hematite pendulum and allowed it to swing back and forth.

Detective Rodriguez: Does that actually work?

Dr. Lynn: (speaking softly) Yes. Now allow your eyes to follow this pendulum. I’m going to count back from five and at zero you will fall asleep.

She watched him get comfortable and followed the pendulum.

Dr. Lynn: 5……..4……..3……..2……..1…….0.

Detective Rodriguez stood limp in the chair, and Lynn smiled.

Our Love Like Fire

Our love a dangerous fire

Dark in its ugly beauty

A whirlwind of trouble and desire

Horses of loving rage

We ride the waves of our emotions

Dive to the deepest, coldest part

Our arms extended to the stars

Kissing every battle scar

Intertwined knotted rope

the war between love and pride

Music horn of freedom

and the sorrow pages of our mind

The sword of your love

pierces my heart

but I prefer to die like this,

than a shell of emptiness

They don’t know

the complicated song of your soul

I hear it on the strings of my memory

bleeding on the plucked strings; burning and pleasurable stings.

Climbing up

your ever shifting wall

the danger feeds me

ice that ignites my core.

With my fist in the air

I place my flag on your heart

because I discovered the gems

without uncovering the Earth.

Maybe our love is chaos

wild that can’t be tamed

teardrops of honey

you hang onto me by my waist

Kiss me, burn me

Our love like fire

Our love like fire.

Red Silk Murders (episode 14)

She always felt excited when she was steps ahead of the police. She had followed Detective Rodriguez before he met up with Crews; an active gambler, she knew there was a motive for killing Claire if she somehow found out about his addiction. She placed her hand on Jeremiah’s shoulder.
Dr. Lynn: (keeping a low voice) Detective Rodriguez is a gambler and owes money to some scumbags. Now, you’re going to have to act devastated because we know Adam would.

She gently pushed him forward. Jeremiah couldn’t believe the length she put into the plan. He walked through the crowd and approached Detective Crews and the open patrol car.

Jeremiah: Claire?! Oh God No Claire!
Two policemen grabbed his arms as he slowly fell to his knees. He got up quickly and tried to attack Detective Rodriguez. Two other policemen grabbed him, stopping him from reaching Detective Rodriguez.

Jeremiah: How could you, you son of a bitch?! How could you?!

Detective Rodriguez looked horrified at Jeremiah and Crews. Anyone aware enough could see in his eyes he was innocent. Maybe not from gambling, but from murdering Claire.

Detective Rodriguez: I didn’t do it! I swear! I was set up!!
He wildly looked at Crews
Detective Rodriguez: I swear Crews I didn’t do it!

Crews looked at Jeremiah, a stare that could’ve stopped someone’s weak heart. The sounds drowned out with the coldness of his eyes. Dr. Lynn was then by Jeremiah’s side.

Dr. Lynn: Come, Adam, I’ll take you home.

Crews felt helpless because he knew something wasn’t right, but there was nothing he could do at the moment. He tightly grabbed Jeremiah’s forearm, a cuff that made his veins protrude.

Detective Crews: I’m not done with you so don’t get too comfortable.
Jeremiah walked with Lynn to her car. He was very impressed on how she executed the disposal of Claire’s body. They got into the car and she smiled at him.
Dr. Lynn: Let’s go to my place.

Crews walked behind Detective Rodriguez now in handcuffs. He watched as his fellow officers stared in shock. The commissioner leading Rodriguez into the interrogation room looked at Crews. They walked down the corridor and came up to a steel door with Officer Heinz standing by it. He nodded his head and opened the door. The plain gray room with the white tile floor; in the center was a brown table and beige folding chair. The commissioner sat Rodriguez down and handcuffed him to the table that had a metal loop welded to it.
Detective Rodriguez: I didn’t do it!
Commissioner: Javier this looks really bad– really bad. The reporters are going to have a field day with this.
Detective Crews: Who gives a shit about the media! This is just bullshit sir, you and I both know he didn’t do this!
There was a knock on the door. Officer Heinz opened it and handed the commissioner a file. He took it and walked reading the file.
Commissioner: Are you a gambler Javier?
There was a long silence, there were certain things he didn’t know about his partner—a lot of things. But he knew Rodriguez didn’t kill Claire.
Commissioner: Where were you a couple of nights ago?
Rodriguez remained silent with his head bent down, shaking his head.
Detective Crews: We can’t help you if you don’t speak up man.

They stopped at Lynn’s place and he watched her get out her car and walked to an apartment complex. Across the street was central park, from where he stood, he could see the lake and the bridge made of stone. He followed her inside and watched her ass as she approached the elevator. They entered the elevator and she pressed the seventh-floor button. The door slowly closed and Lynn turned to Jeremiah and kissed him putting her tongue in his mouth. He lifted her and grabbed her full ass squeezing it tightly. He turned and held her against the wall kissing down her neck and into her breast. The elevator jolted and the door slid open. He carried her out and walked as she pointed to her apartment door. He let her down in order to open it–she laughed.
Dr. Lynn: I can’t concentrate with your finger in my pussy.
Jeremiah: I’m sure you can manage.
She opened the door and he came at her like a wave. He grabbed her and made his way down a short corridor into the living room. He tossed her on the couch. She smiled as she removed her panties and watched him unbuckle his pants. He put a condom on and watched her as she moved to the arm of the couch and bent over it, hands touching the floor. He felt hard, his cock was harder than with Claire or his redheaded victims. He snapped back into reality when Lynn reached for his hand and made him grab her hair. He felt more excited and knew his cock couldn’t feel anymore harder. He penetrated her pussy, and could feel her skin slap his thighs. He fucked her and pulled her hair and tried to make her scream, but all she did was moan and tell him to do it harder. He loved Masochistic women.

Crews stood in front of the jail cell they had Rodriguez in.
Detective Crews: I know you didn’t kill Claire. I’m going to get you out of here.
He watched as Rodriguez held his head in his hands. He looked up at Crews with despair in his eyes.
Detective Rodriguez: Maybe it was those assholes that set me up, you know the guys I owe money to.
Detective Crews: It’s possible, but I doubt it.
Crews walked away as he heard Rodriguez calling for him. He left knowing he had to act fast. He had a feeling Adam was behind it, but he wasn’t sure how, but he would find out.

He buckled his pants and saw Lynn getting ready.
Jeremiah: Where you going?
Dr. Lynn: (smiling) You’re my husband now?
Jeremiah: No, I’m just asking.
Dr. Lynn: Well if you must know, I have a date with the commissioner.
Jeremiah: What?
Dr. Lynn: I know you heard me.
He could not figure her out and stared at her.
Jeremiah: Oh.
Dr. Lynn: (smirking) Ohhh, you jealous?
Jeremiah: No.
Dr. Lynn: zip me up?
She wore a body fitting red dress that outlined her curves. Her hair laid on her shoulders and applied her red lipstick perfectly without a mirror.
Dr. Lynn: Lock up will ya?
She kissed him on the cheek staining it with color.
He saw her walk out and closed the door.

She got into her car and put the radio loud. She drove to the River Café down at Water Street. She lowered the volume of her radio as she approached the restaurant. She got out of the car and handed her keys to the valet.
She walked up to the hostess with the pretty blonde hair.
Hostess: Good Evening.
Dr. Lynn: Lynn Weeks.
The hostess looked down at the reservation book.
Hostess: Ah yes, Mr. Logan is waiting for you. Follow me.
Lynn followed behind the slim blonde and looked at the people eating and drinking wine. She noticed the commissioner first, than the hostess.
Dr. Lynn: (pointing) That’s him right there.
She approached him and did find him to be a very handsome man. He stood up and smiled and pulled out her seat
Commissioner Logan: You look incredible.
Dr. Lynn: Why thank you Commissioner.
Commissioner Logan: Please call me Jake.
Dr. Lynn: Jake.
She sat down and was served wine by the waiter.
Dr. Lynn: (to waiter) thank you. (to Jake Logan) What a lovely restaurant.

They started to talk and drink wine. The food shortly came after she didn’t really care about the food but enjoyed the wine. She watched him and let him talk. Anyone with the right encouragement talks when they’re drunk. She waited after his fifth glass to ask him.
Dr. Lynn: How’s Javier?
Commissioner Logan: Not good. His file says he’s addicted to gambling.
Dr. Lynn: Do you think he did it?
Commissioner Logan: I don’t know. People do a lot of terrible things for their addiction…
Dr. Lynn: I wish I could help him. He seems to be very troubled.
She had thrown the bait and waited to see if the fish would catch it.
Commissioner Logan: Aren’t you a psychiatrist?
Dr. Lynn: (thinking to herself) Gotcha. (to Logan) Yes, I am.
Commissioner Logan: Could you help him?
Dr. Lynn: (hesitating) I don’t know. Wouldn’t they be suspicious since you and I are dating?
Commissioner Logan: If you can meet with him in private without anyone knowing, would you?
Dr. Lynn: Yes of course anything for you.
Commissioner Logan: Consider it done.
She picked up her wine glass and sipped on it smiling as he finished his in one gulp.
Dr. Lynn: (thinking to herself) Yes. Consider it done.